I hate, everything about you.

I hate myself.
Completely.
I look in the mirror, and just loathe myself.
I've completely lost respect for myself&my body.
Won't be eating tommorow.
Housework&working out will be my day.
Decided I don't deserve sleep either. So haven't been to bed yet.
3:44am.
Will be packing&cleaning.
Have to keep moving.
All that fat I ate today.
I don't deserve sleep.
Will lose this fat.
Will look amazing in my dress&costume.
I will be happy.

I hate everything about myself.
I can't stick to a diet.
I've gotten so fat.
So ugly.
I WILL LOSE THIS WEIGHT!

I have to.
Soon.

Sweetdreams all
xxx